slightly modified first post

It has been while since I posted something last time. As you may notice, I am not good at either writing or English. So what's today's post about? Well, it is about an anxiety; specifically, it is about my own anxiety. Whether we aware or not, we are expected of something by society such as we must have this things and that things by the time we reach that age. Alas, by any measure, I am not meeting this societal expectation, even by the tiniest measure. On the top of that, I don't see myself getting out of this current situation in foreseeable future. I just came across this article which was supposed to lend some solace but gives me more anxiety. Generally, this article would soothe the uneasiness

1st english post

well, it has been quite while since I published my first post and feels like time flies like rocket. As you may see, I am not good at writing or English despite I've been studying the damn language for over decade. Anyway, what's the today's post about? It is about anxiety; specifically, my own anxiety. Whether we consciously aware or not, we are expected to be something by society and if we don't meet this expectation, it give us tons of anxiety. By any measure, i am struggling to meet social expectation, even the tiniest ones. On top of that, I don't see any feasible option to get out of my situation now. It feels like I just wasted away best years of my life and find no solace in anything. Sadly enough, even article which is supposed to lend me some solace gives me an anxiety.

Анхны пост

за анхны постоо ийнхүү хийж байна. Голдуу уншсан, харсан, үзсэн, сонсон зүйлүүдийнхаа тоймыг өөртөө тэмдэглэл болгож эргэж харах зорилгоор л юм бичиж эхлэдиймүү гэж бодож бодож нэг юм ингээд анхны алхамаа хийж байгаан энээ. Бичгийн болоод яриад чадвар сулавтар тул бичих гэж бас алах байхаа гэж бодоод байна. Юутай ч гол нь тэмдэглэл улмаар бичээч болохын төлөө энэхүү блогоо ийнхүү эхлүүлэв. Аан бас зөндөө өөр платформууд шинээр гарч ирээд блоггер хоцрогдцон байхад юун блоггэр дээр ацаан хийж яваан гэж үү? нэгт нээх чухал юм бичихгүйн дээр гүүгле шиг том компани үйлчилгээ олоон жилийн дараа ч байж байх болов уу тэгхээр дагаад бичсэн их бичвэр минь алга болохгүй хадгалах байх гэсэн шүү далий юм бодонгоо шинэ блогоо эхлүүлэвээ.