1st english post

well, it has been quite while since I published my first post and feels like time flies like rocket. As you may see, I am not good at writing or English despite I've been studying the damn language for over decade. Anyway, what's the today's post about? It is about anxiety; specifically, my own anxiety. Whether we consciously aware or not, we are expected to be something by society and if we don't meet this expectation, it give us tons of anxiety. By any measure, i am struggling to meet social expectation, even the tiniest ones. On top of that, I don't see any feasible option to get out of my situation now. It feels like I just wasted away best years of my life and find no solace in anything. Sadly enough, even article which is supposed to lend me some solace gives me an anxiety.